Sigh. My blog seems to be dying. Sigh. But well, it doesnt really matter, since my main objective in setting up this blog is to have somewhere to say what cant be expressed vocally, an avenue for stress relief.
My ankle wasnt healed fully, yet i went to do all sorts of stupid things, including napfa five items (i got straight As), and training. Now its screwed up again, means i'll miss 2.4, 3P's next soccer match against 3C, and more trainings (crucial at this time).
Last night, as i took a stroll, i thought about a few things, one of which is national schools judo, team event. I was thinking between whether i should stay on and perhaps mr tan will include me (which might mean free medal), or just ask him to leave me out if he ever had thot of including me (since my standard at the moment is really poor). Well i decided not to be bothered about the team event, not to bother about the shortlist, not to bother about talking to mr tan abt it. Maybe then, i can train better.
So for the next few weeks while im resting my ankle, i'll focus more on upper body strength, heading to the gym and the pool more often. I've made significant improvements in strength since the start of the year, but i need to do more, lots more.
I've been down on my luck recently. But we'll go one step at a time, to try and reverse everything.