Sigh. Time passes so fast. Dun feel like recapping the whole school week. Aniwae now a type of war is prevalent within class, among NIKE waterbottle owners. They love to spray at each other, running around, making each other wear transparent shirts, and making the whole class become Wild Wild Wet theme park.
On wednesday, we had a free period after lunch, hence we could roam abt. That period was meant to be chinese. Our chinese teacher was sick. Hopefully teachers falling sick does not happen too often, or else we will lag behind on studies.
Had Jap CT4 on tuesday. Some parts easy, some parts hard. Aniwae i dun care really abt scorin realy gd. A decent grade will do. Hopefully jap doesnt pull down my GPA.
Judo training finally resume. Had interhouse judo on mon, where most sec 1s came but only 5 or 6 seniors came. Then there was matchfixing among the seniors. We practiced osoto gari and learned sumi gaeshi on wednesday. Thats when it was confirmed that the sg judo federation had decided to convert back to the old system. That means we sec 1s have to learn NINE THROWS!!! In the new system we only had to learn 5 throws. This means that the new system is easier. But why did they revert back to the old system???!!! This is so unfair to ri sec 1s. The rg sec 1s already got to take the grading using the previous new system, and get their yellow belts. Nvm, we will still make it. Mr Tan Yi, our coach, also said this to me in reference to the grading throws:"Have faith in me."
Today we practiced ippon seoi nage and ogoshi. I've also asked a few seniors to teach me the proper uchimata, which is important to me since i am tall and will have to be a mainly leg technique player. After uchimata, i will move on to harai goshi.
No matter old or new system, i am determined to get my yellow belt by SEPTEMBER. Hence i have to diligently go forevery training, and i have to train my arms and thighs so that i can throw easily and powerfully. I have to train my fitness. DISCIPLINE, DETERMINATION & PASSION. That is my motto.

P.S. Many of u viewers may not know the throws. U do not need to. Only judokas can care. And i will continue enforcing the freezing of my citrus taggie.

Yes! Finally its the weekend, a chance to clear my projects and homework. Happy. Also can get to chat with ____. And its church tmr.
RI lost to HCI at the National Schools Judo (Team) finals, in both c and b div. sad. but we're gonna fight back next year. i feel that my batch is strong, so we can win the c div championship next year. If i work hard and do well in competitions, hopefully i get into the team.
And our ca tshirt for this year rox. But maybe a bit plain. Next year must hav more stuff on the tshirt, and make sure its not rubbish. Refer to my flickr for what it looks like.
Tests, assignments, projects, homework. Im gonna make sure i conquer them all, and make them at my mercy, by completing them all.
Thats all i have to say. Gd nite, and happy weekend.

I guess nearly none of u know i attend City Harvest Church. Its a nice church. Im in the cell group e367. But i dunno why, being with my cell group doesnt make me happy. It makes be upset instead.
Due to school commitments, i cant attend cell group meeting, but im still pressured to attend. Its like the only constant source of unhappiness. Other sources come and go. They seem to accuse me of not having commitment. Do they ever know that i take 5-10 minutes to convince myself to push that button to send the sms that says im not going to cell grp?
And then, i feel left out, cos the age difference between me and the rest is big. Most of them are in poly, jc, ns or uni. the least is upp sec. Me and another guy are the only 13 year olds. only 2. no sec 2s guys. It makes me feel left out. No company. How do u expect me to act like a young adult when my heart is still of that of a teenager? And to add on, the guys rarely talk to me, and the 20+ year old guys that talk to me are sometimes pressurising.

I just feel like quitting my cell group.

Today sumthing funny yet interesting happened in my class.
During recess time, someone (i dunno who) knocked down another person's bottle, and flooded the area. This also happened on 2 other bottles. The whole place was wet.
To make it worse, some ppl were playing those squirt Nike bottles. And they even squirted each others' stuff. lol.
In the end, a number of people had to clean up the place. The whole mess was cleaned, the place was dry, and the evidence was cleared (except for some wet foolscap left to dry), all by the time our math teacher and FT, mrs lim, came it. She didnt suspect anything.

This shows the playful, stupid, monkey antics of our class.

Today was great. Got to slack for most of the morning cos i went to hougang sec to support judo c div team. And they rok. They qualified for the finals, and will meet hwa chong. DOWN WITH HWA CHONG. lol. Also got to meet my friend who was studying there.
Feel a bit down. Chinese teacher specifically targeted me for not participating in class. Damn it, was feeling tired. Sigh. Better buck up. Now i like science the best, cos we have biology this term, and Mr Law. He's an interesting man. Marine biologist, dance cheorographer with PA, teacher at ri, year head. And he even says the word "Body" in a special way. Must have been a disco goer once. Wonder who's the chemistry teacher...
Mugging for jap at the moment. Like jap, but its hard. Must persevere. Aiming to get distinction for "O" levels when in sec 4.
I am still troubled by anxiety. Sigh. Pray God takes away all my worries. (I sound like a religious fanatic)
The world seems to be crashing into me. Everyone is slowing turing against me. The math teacher(also fom teacher) likes to bully me. Sigh.
Thats all for today.
RAffles JUdo IChiban!

Damn it. Dunno why i seem to always screw up a part of my life at every moment. Even if i didnt, i wud still be under stress confusion. Dunno. Anxiety always strikes me. I think i got a behaviour problem caused by anxiety. Always anxious about something i shudnt be anxious about.

Hi, my name's weihan (or just call me david if you prefer angmoh names). I've only been on this planet for 13 years. It seems short, but i've experienced quite a number of things in ths span of time.
Im in raffles institution now, but i aint a bragger, nor a nerd. Have a hot temper, dun even noe how i got it myself. lol. must be when young.
I got close to death twice. Once was when i was attending swimming classes in primary school. We were training for the survival course, when my shirt stuck to my face. I was struggling, could only see white (the colour of my shirt). Didnt think abt dead tough. Dunno wat would have happened if the coach didnt pull out the shirt. I would have been in Heaven, wondering if i had lived. lol.
Life is very weird. Dunno why. But we must try to maintain a positive outlook in life. Or else u shud have asked your mum to abort u while u were in her womb.
Death is scary, but mysterious. I believe i'll go to heaven when i die 100 yrs (?) later. But where is it? How do we get there? If God said he made us in his likeness, then why are then ppl who dun look, act, or think like normal man. God probably made them special in a way, to test our heart, if it is good or bad.
Oh well. I like my life, but hate it sometimes, when things go wrong. Some people also talk to me differently compared to when talking with others. They talk like im a serious, intellectual man who does not know how to crack jokes. Oh pls, if LKY can crack jokes and talk in a relaxedway, so can i.
Oh well, i talked too much. Thats all.
KWH signing off.