It's officially my birthday. And i share it with many other people, including famous nerds, athletes, celebs, and even royalty.
But sumthing fucked-up cropped up.
I got a sms from 9***7056, which i didnt store in my hp, but i assume the number belongs to girl A (still rmb her?), wishin me happy bdae. But i wasnt really amused at seeing that sms. So i did pushups, and i do pushups either when i feel like it, or when i get emotionally worked up.

So to girl A: I dun need your apology, nor do i want one or will i accept one from you. I only want totally erase this memory of you. It's not the fact that u're words were harsh, nor the fact that you had a relationship with that motherfucker. But it is the fact that you fucking bitch and ur motherfucking ex LIED TO ME ever since 30 DECEMBER NIGHT. And I HATE LIARS. While i have buried this anger within me, you have dug it out again. The fact that YOU LIED and HE LIED added insult to injury. You made me look stupid, sound stupid, act stupid, and now you want to laugh at me somemore? I should have trusted my own instincts that there was something fishy between both of you.
I'm just being more tolerant and patient that usual. You have yet to see the ugly side of me.

I've acted very stupidly in the past, and made a fool of myself many times. Now i just want to forget everything, and concentrate on the right stuff. Luckily i have good friends to talk to, and to see advice. Like my friend wei chuan, on the way back from queensway, i shared with him my past, and he said that i was looking at things from a completely wrong point of view. And his advice was that whenever i think back about the past, i should laugh at myself for being silly and laugh the thoughts off. Well, im just not matured enough, but yea i'll grow up.
Well i want to focus on school rite now, but i wont rule anything out if i meet miss right, which wont happen so easily. 2 years of lack of focus has taken its toll on me.

Well back to a happy mood. Happy Bdae to myself! ROAR!

P.S. On second day of training camp, saw sum imba rjc gymnast with well-defined body. Damn. I should aim for a body like his.