Some things and events in life are weird, and you will probably never understand the reason behind it.
Like why did she agree to go vivo with me ages ago.
Like why did she like me during the shanghai trip.
And many more. But these 2 are among the question marks that have surfaced in my thoughts. It's not that i have not gotten over the past, but the question marks keep demanding answers.
And there are many more.
Why was ri c div '07 the first in nearly 2 decades not to make it to the finals, and the only division out of the raffles family not to?
Why did i screw up nat sch indivs c div in 07?
Why did lingfei actually get a higher position than me in indivs, and got half-colours, while i didnt?
Why did i screw up my grades in 07?
Why was 1m06 meaningful but 2m07 unmeaningful for me?
What happened to that high hopes when i got into RI?
Why was i not active enough in sch in my lower sec years?
Why did i take jap and not malay, which was easier to learn?
Why did i get into judo, and not rugby, not squash, not ncc, not guitar?
Would i have been in waterpolo instead of judo if i had gone for the optional trials?
Why did i start becoming more enthusiastic about weights training this year and not in sec 2, which would have had an impact on my performance?

All this question marks still persist somewhere in my mind, and it might take a long time before i answer them all. But then, more question marks will appear. It's a never ending cycle.