Read the news today? So Raffles is becoming bigger and better. Hope the same goes for our ccas, especially sports. I was chatting with my friends abt it on the bus, from RI to beachroad to get stuff for OBS. Then one of them said tt rgs gonna move closer to rjc and ri, and then they might consider merging ri and rgs. But i seriously dun like tt, not cos im jealous of our future juniors, but cos RI and RGS hav separate unique identities that sort of complement each other, but if u put them together there's gonna be a very big collision. Then another friend (he's judo c div '07 captain, u might noe him very well!) said tt HCJC has the highest pregnancy rate and CJC has the highest abortion rate. Its hard to believe, but it might really be true. And i talked abt my other friends hearing strange (read: moaning) sounds coming out of rjc toilets.

Aniwae when we got to beach rd, was raining heavily, got supper drenched trying to find the place to buy the army stuff. In the end, what i thot was a 'Army House' turned out to be the same exact place i went last time, the food centre. Gahh. So i got solid fuel tablets for me and someone (was doing a favour as a friend, and i'll come to tt person later), and army mosquito repellent cream.

Went to tampines alone later, got a pair of weights training gloves, sunblock, and a present for sumone (guess who?). So later met up with parents, had dinner at pizza hut (the pizza came late, poor service again). After that bought a shirt from Fox. Was scouting around for a long sleeved shirt when i met this salesgirl at bossini. She was older than me by 2 years, yet she's all giggly and childish. Maybe if i do go back to get tt long sleeved shirt tmr, i shud try to be friends with her, and get her msn (no hp cos too suggestive). I think she's the kind of girl tts ok for me to be friends with, and no i am not interested in her (she's older, and i just want more female friends to really understand what's in their minds).

So aniwae, asked my parents to drop me at _______ mrt station, then walked to her condo to meet her, passed her the solid fuel tablets and her birthday present. Hope i chose the correct present, and tt she loves it. Yea so we were chatting abt life (walking a big round in the process, reminding me abt 1 year ago at vivo, just tt its shorter distance this time), and she was like pressing me to accept the money for the fuel, while i was like pressing her not to pay me, and we were like forcing each other to be guilty in the process. So in the end, she did not pay, but received more money, cos i 'tricked' her. Haha. And then she was telling me abt a guy from acsi who told her tt he liked her after only 1 week of knowing her. :o U might think tt thats shocking, but wait till she reminded me of what happened when we were in sec 1.

She said tt i told her i liked her after only 3 days of knowing her, and it left a deep imprint in her memory. And i was going like :O really stunned. Omg i dun want to believe tt.

But aniwae yea she noes it isnt the right time, and she feels stressed and pressured, so i told her to be relaxed. I guess i've learnt a lot from the shanghai tour (other than chinese culture and Suzhou beauties and Shanghai women being demanding and the fact that there's a Raffles City there and tt Mao isnt a bad guy after all, its his wife). Thinking abt it, she probably felt pressured by me then.
And if u want to noe the answer to whether i feel threatened by competition, i say nope.

So we continued trying to pressure each other over money, until she gave in to mosquito bites (they dun like me anymore ): so sad ). And yea, i loved the pepsi tt she bought for me. It was exceptionally sweet, cos it was special. But i still prefer root beer if u ask me.

Aniwae raffles trail was pretty screwed today, but at least the judo booth isnt as screwed as other ccas. It brings back memories of my orientation's raffles trail, the judo booth then (i still rmb tt cool video tt was shown), and zongyi's face (he's the current deputy head prefect, and a fellow ex-taonannite gep). But then i wasnt a bit interested in judo at all, but when i got judo, i went in with an open mind, and got to where i am today. Aniwae the sec 1s were really shocked, in awe, and frightened by the demo, but the demo ppl just said tt it isnt painful. I screwed up my throws cos my right shoulder was injured and i was still trying to force myself to throw my partner.

And i wanted to type this out yesterday but forgot. Im really praying hard tt my voice breaks, cos my voice currently is too high in my opinion, and i like to have a 'deep and manly' voice (like jumong and his aides in the original korean versions. haha). Maybe if i work hard, and my testosterone level gets boosted as a result of the constant 'fight or flight' reaction im forced to, then my voice will break. But will that mean i get more horny as a result?

Aniwae im getting more and more willing to spend money. I guess its useless to be so concerned abt not spending money. As long as the item is useful to u and u need it, might as well just buy it. Money is there for u to spend aniwae. And i love my new gloves, feels so manly.

Aniwae tts all. Signing off.

I love your eyes and your smile, and tts what attracted me to you at the start. And your eyebags make u look so sad but so cute and lovable. It makes me happy just to see you smile, and it makes me worried when i see tt ur sad. It feels so wrong, but i really dun care. You're just like dope to me, an addiction tt cant stop.