[kwh] - I'll just let everything go. ------ [audac.blogspot.com] says (8:26 PM):
one-woman policy
[Joel #7]™ Good morning Dr Alfiani -.-" says (8:26 PM):
duhh
[Joel #7]™ Good morning Dr Alfiani -.-" says (8:26 PM):
zzz
[kwh] - I'll just let everything go. ------ [audac.blogspot.com] says (8:26 PM):
haha
[Joel #7]™ Good morning Dr Alfiani -.-" says (8:26 PM):
some women are stepping stones to others
[Joel #7]™ Good morning Dr Alfiani -.-" says (8:26 PM):
:)
[Joel #7]™ Good morning Dr Alfiani -.-" says (8:26 PM):
you must understand that

err... well i was telling my friend to stick to 1 girl, and he was talking abt... the above says all. But i definitely dun want to treat women like items or stepping stones.

Well we hav a Ph.D holder in anthropology, with previous experience as a DJ for Class 95fm in 1993, called Dr. Alfiani (cant rmb her full name) for our english teacher. Her voice too soft thou.
Then for physics, i have a teacher, just like Neo Li Kheang (who left for TKGS), but shorter and at least more humour. For math, we have a teacher, Mr Teo Chun Meng, but he's leaving for the Arts Sch at the end of Jan, after 7 years in RI. And my FT, mr eric koh, is becoming the new judo teacher ic. Seems like its impossible to pwn trng anymore.

My friends were teasing me about my past emo blog posts, and telling me not to emo. -_-" But i just laugh them off. Haha. Yep. And a ex-ccamate of mine (he transferred out of judo cos of back problem) met me at the traffic junction outside RI recently, and commented i seemed a lot more cheerful. Haha. Well i guess its a new year, a new life, after all. And im aiming to be a assistant monitor, hopefully wont screw up.

I talked to my coach, Mr Tan, this afternoon, when he was coaching rg judo. First thing he noticed was my haircut. He said it looked nerdish (no it doesnt, its mean to be sumwhat like army style). Then he asked the girl beside me (same age, name is renee) abt my hairstyle. Why would a girl comment on a male stranger's hairstyle?! Aniwae talked to him abt girls (yes he's easy going abt tt topic), he just told me tt i shud move on, to make it simple. But he told me tt if can make friends, why not? well i told him i'll feel burdened everytime i talked to her (yea i told him everything, and renee was still beside him, probably knew tt girl). Well i shud move on.

Aniwae i gymmed before tt. Cant believe i'm still on the same level of strength despite working diligently during the hols, swimming, running, gymming, trng. Its either my condo gym's equipment suck and free weights are better, or i'm plateauing (means im stuck on a level, cant go up). Damn I shud really plan a weights and aerobic training program, then implement it after OBS. Well lets assess my muscles.

Chest: Not flat, but not too high either. Bukit Timah i guess
Back: Improving, but too slow
Shoulders: Most improvement. My shoulders have always stood out, and are continuing to.
Abs: Dun talk abt it. Sucks.
Erector Spinae: Not strong enuff
Quadriceps and Hamstring (thigh): Strong, but can be stronger.
Calf: Woah. But not as pro as Mr Tan's scary imba ones.
Arms: Triceps and Biceps are improving. Not bad. But lower forearm and wrist still weak.

I still gotta work on Chin ups. Sucky.

Looking forward to OBS, and the tan tt comes with it (YEA!). I guess im really obsessed with trying to get darker. And yea, my cca senior gave me this advice at the gym, tt i shud just do what i want to do, and dun give much thot abt it (but still have to consider the consquences). Well im gonna shop for a new stylish watch (eyeing a adidas one), new clothes for the new year, sneakers (considering), and learn a new martial art (most likely tkd cos its convenient, at my condo, but muay thai more effective and relevant).

I wanted to see you for the last time, but the long concrete road by the grassland seemed scary, and i was unable to conquer my fears.