Church cell grp dinner after church service was nice. Rarely had the chance to interact with my fellow cg members.
God really loves to plays games with me. Its real lame when all your friends know each other when you met them seperately in diff parts of your life. Eg. Your 1st primary sch friends and your 2nd pri sch friends noe each other, your church fri since p3 and your 2nd pri sch aquaintance know each other, your sec sch friend and your 1st pri sch friend noes each other, and even your mum's friend's son(which is your friend) noes your 2nd pri sch friend. Its all so gay. It was sort of a confusing stunner at first, but got used to such lame stuff. Its like you communicate with the ppl on your left and right, but you dun communicate with both at the same time, such that it forms the shape of a triangle, but doesnt fill the area inside it. Its bcos you noe both ppl at different periods in time, hence cant relate well.
And communicated with my P6 form teacher for the 1st time in months. She quited at the end of our graduating year. Now she is researching other stuff, also working for govt. Bet that she voted for PAP in elections, since civil servants usually do (this is a persistently non-political comment). Btw i found out she was a Prime Minister's Book Prize 1996 "O" Levels Recepient.
Now one of my FTs, Mr Paul Lim, is also quitting. The corny thing is, this is the 2nd year running a FT of mine is quitting.
Move on to my goals i have written down for myself:
1. Be a excellent Judoka
2. GPA 3.65-3.7
3. Master the classical guitar
There are more wishes and goals of mine, but they are personal. Now a pesistently troubling thing for me is, i dunno what i want to be when i grow up. I dun want to make the wrong choice.
I dun really hav any specific interests in certain areas. I just know i want to excel in my studies. The time will come when i know what decision to make. God will help me in that. So for the time being, i decided although its ok to think abt it now, its a bit too early to make a decision since i havent establish a specific interest, hence i dun need to worry. But im thinking maybe law's not bad. Medicine & Science are also not bad, although not a GP, which is not for me. Engineering, although also taken by scholars, gives me an image of construction site, so not thinking abt it until i know it more clearly.